February 2012
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I Tell Her
I tell her: we must get at the ground, deep beneath the dirt, where the roots are. Only here can we make ourselves strong; here, where our proofs and reasons lie, buried. We must separate the wheat from the chaff,  we must harvest only good things. Remember how we want our lives to feel: like drunkenness; gentle and warm, eyes cloudy with God and smoke, with the beauty of cold...
Feb 13th
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The Funeral
My father drove the little wooden cross into the ground, and I wondered,  at age eleven, if it was sacrilege: burying the rabbit we had found torn apart by a crow in the yard, its small heart still now,  its fur and ears mangled with blood and dirt. We even said a prayer, I think, my mother bowing her head as a car shot down the alley, kicking up dust. My father walked away,  ...
Feb 9th